The sky wavered orange and gray, as dusk settled over the Mayan ruins, the Yucatan scrub land, the cooling tiles of the archaeological villa outside Chichen Itza, where we stayed.
I sat poolside, contemplating the fading, fiery orb of the sun, musing on Kukulcan, the sacred cenote, the Mayans' murderous ball game, their majestic pyramid, and rows upon rows of chiseled skulls.
When suddenly an epiphany engulfed me: I saw my life come together as a perfect whole, from beginning to then, and it showed one thing only: that I would be and remain a writer. My soul rose in ecstasy. I have never failed to feed it since.