I ****** up
I'm constantly remind of that
Nothing is the same

They all might thing it
But in reality

We don't have the same inside jokes
We don't laugh the same we don't even fight the same

The day I left was the day I fell apart bit by bit the day I lost everything the day I ****** up

My sisters the one who was aways annoying to me my little sister then the one who I looked up to who I wanted to be like my big sister. now I have a nephew  We don't have that bond you two have I wasn't there when you were born I regret that


Mam were just not the same I love you and still need you but we don't have the mother daughter bond like we used to


Dad since I found out I never loved you less I loved you more because it takes a real man to be a father not just blood

Your my family and I left and I regret that now I'm home things are geting back I'm coming back I love you and bit by bit everything I coming into place but it's still not the same because I. *******.e.d u.p!