Excitement building
Forbidden pleasures awaiting
Them as they find the place
Where others chase
A perfect culmination
Of secret conjugation

They sit at table
Opposite strangers
Not much longer
Until the realisation
Of his imagination
A fantasy long held

That 'kangaroo', that safe word reaches up
Through her throat
And into her mouth
But fear of rejection
Of being a disappointment
Halts its outward spill

Say it! Say it!
Don't let it slip away
You hate this
It's his wild dream
That's turning into
Your recurring nightmare

It's over at last
And once again she recoils
From all the pain
The hurt, the shame
Please no more! Silently
Cries the reluctant *****

Years of memories
Of those dark days
His touch is tainted
By the touch of others
Love, never the same
For them, for her

Excitement destroyed
Their loving trusting
Passionate world
Reality failed to meet
Its fantastic goal
Only pain and shame survive