You
I wasnt enough
I was to loud
to quite
To ugly
To pretty
You
You made me feel empty
Broken
As if noone could ever love me
You lied
Played me like a violin
You blamed me
For everything
You
You made me look like the monster
Made it look like I was crazy
I was shattered
You
You ruined love
Sunsets
Swingsets
Music
Promises
You were what I was always afraid of
My own worst fear
Forged into a human being
That I had no escape from
You
You
You
You are the reason why I am like this
The reason i have walls
You were supposed to break them down
But instead you built them
The reason why I leave my closet
Light on
Becase I'm afraid of the monster
That you are
You were not a story tale
Or dream
You
You were my own personal hell
My worst nightmare
The reason I am afraid of men
The reason I am a hollow shell
Of who once was
You
You
You
You
You are the reason I am not me
Anymore