I often wonder,
What kind of wonder you turned my messy life into.
I am so into you.
In this atmosphere of frost and dew,
I got a person to fall in love with.
Earlier I thought all of this was myth.
My anxiety makes me fear,
What would I do without you?
My life would again get back to first gear.
I wish I could just stop you here with me for a few.
Whom would I ask random question?
About weird things, sometimes logical sometimes out of fashion.
Thought of your absence,
Just makes me lose my essence.
I fear not being able to share !
I feel this would not be fair!
I fear missing you even when I am with my friends .
Cause I miss holding your hands,
I know we never actually did-
But in my dreams we bid, we bid.
I fear living in past,
Although It was never really vast
But moments with you passed by really fast.
By the phrase "I fear",
I recall something my dear
I remember how I used to fear things-
That now I just live with.
I feared falling in love,
I did and I am kind of happy with my dove.
I feared not getting loved back ,
I didn't, still it fells like a home eventhough it's a shack.
I feared being someone's second priority,
I am, I still dont want someone 's pity.
I feared that what if my messages are just left on seen,
I believe that was my insecurity and just some random thought of a teen.
I am a human and so I fear,
Sometimes even things, useless and mere;
Maybe because I care,

Or simply cause I fear...