i need you to tell me things
and i've talked to you about it, on that walk over the hill
you always say you'll talk about it another time, but that time never comes
and i can see you hide your hurt with humor but i know there is real pain deep in you
you are so special to me and i want you to trust that i will hold your words safe
i would never share your precious words to anyone
i share so much that is difficult to share but you don't and the non-reciprocation hurts
i cry sometimes when i know you haven't told me something
when you and her whisper and i am standing right next to both of you
i feel ignored and left out
that feeling of loneliness kills me
it makes me wonder what's wrong with me
i smiled through my tears when you called tonight
you don't know how much it hurt me but you can't know
because what you're dealing with is so much more important
but i'm selfish and i care about my own stupid emotions
but want to understand yours
i want to uncover your layers
and see what i can't
and i know it's not your fault that i am so ****** up
but if you'd open up to me
so that we could be ****** up together
i'd like that