Why don’t I get lullabies anymore? Why don’t I get someone to tell me that the world will be alright when I wake up in the morning? When I finally open my eyes after a sleep littered with unsettling dreams I see hatred. I see garbage, fighting, sadness, and pain. Am I dreaming the true reality, or are my dreams just coming true? Even though when I wake up the world is still spinning, It’s not turning the way it should.