after this year you deserve more than an ode you deserve a symphony a compilation of every tear every laugh every song every poem every doubt every moment body if it was not for you i would not be here you are stronger than i could have imagined if you decided to collapse to breakdown to give up all i would be able to say is thank you how did you do it for so long but you did not body you leave me wondering what you are made of i am surprised that we are one in the same and body i know this **** doesnβt matter but you are beautiful every scar every freckle every stretch mark every bruise forms into a painting colorful and wild and incredible body you deserve a million odes but i only have one body thank you will never be enough but it is all i have body thank you