I feel,
Oh so,
alone;

Not just when I am
by myself:
I  find myself most alone,
when,
I'm in the company of others.

Isolated with my own thoughts,
I am repressed:
Nothing is happy and nothing is sad,
Numb once more -
I hate it when it gets like this.

Usually, I do not spread
my isolation,
for I do not wish for people to pretend to care,
about how I feel
about me.

But tonight,
It simply became too overwhelming,
Numbness.