Alone and
My heart pounds as I lay in bed
Fancying things you would say to me
If your body was close enough to care
I shared, not enough
I should have spoken up
I would’ve seemed
interesting
that you admitted you lied
Free meetings and quick goodbyes
I forgot to mention
What I intended to do
Savor
you
initially forgot to keep it cut and dry
No resolution or answers as to why
I googled: “How do you forget someone?”
Backspace...backwards...No solution...
I’m stuck with memorializing you
The cornerstones of your tomb will be built with my desires