tomorrow is not promised
so today, i tell you this:

when you’re about to die, try to feel something
try to feel how your heart beats the first time you saw him smile
try to feel how his hands felt latched in yours
try to feel the blade dive deep into your flesh
remember how every blood trickles down your arms

tomorrow is not promised
so today, i tell you this:

i painted the world a cloudy shade of black
i never knew people would turn dark as well
i just wanted to see you glow in its shade
but the hope dims along with you

tomorrow is not promised
so today, i tell you this:

i will never know when will constellations align perfectly still
but i know for sure that the universe isn’t forgiving to let me see that
we all look up only to see the moon
we all fall in the same place the gravity pulls us to

tomorrow is not promised
so today, i tell you this:

after you read this, i am not gonna live much longer
your presence delayed the inevitable doom
your existence gave me hope

i am an explosions of galaxies
and you were untouched from it
i am returning my borrowed time today
but the universe isn’t forgiving
so i hope you forgive me as my life slowly drifts away

tomorrow is not promised, because today i’ll **** myself.