All I see is your back n eyes closed as u sleep ... out of 24 hours
All I get is nothing no emotion no passion no nothing!
All I see is a eyelid
Blinded to what’s actually here
Eyes closed to the pain
Ears shutting out the whimpering of me crying
As I sit here at this hour all I asked
For was your time but it’s asking too much
Hell im exhausted beyond compare
24/7 365 On call as a parent no breaks
Yet still find the time to show you attention
But
Not the same effort is returned
It doesn’t take much yet it’s hard for you to do for me I guess
All I see is your back n eyes closed as u sleep ... out of 24 hours
All I get is nothing no emotion no passion no nothing!
No sincerity
No time
No outings
No hey baby
No nothing
My heart is heavy this sadness
I feel how could you have changed
I just don’t see it
Empty expression
Empty heart
Idk what to expect but I do know
This isn’t what I signed up for
Just so many reasons
It’s crazy we had this situation
A year ago
I AM SCREAMING CAN YOU HEAR ME
ACKNOWLEDGE ME
DO YOU SEE ME ?!
I am SHOUTING AS IF I  AM SINGING MY FAVORITE ROCK SONG
HELLO DEAR DO YOU HEAR ME?!
As I sit here at this hour all I asked
For was your time but it’s asking too much
Hell im exhausted beyond compare
24/7 365 On call as a parent no breaks
Yet still find the time to show you attention
Guess I have to call and make an appointment
Can you schedule me in ?
Is anytime ok ?
I just want time but hey right
(Hold me please )
All I get is your cold shoulder
All I see is your eyes closed
(kiss my lips )
All Is silent
(Do you realize i exist?)

All I see is your back n eyes closed as u sleep ... out of 24 hours
All I get is nothing no emotion no passion no nothing!
All I see is a eyelid
Blinded to what’s actually here
Eyes closed to the pain
Ears shutting out the whimpering of me crying
As I sit here at this hour all I asked
For was your time but ..... blind man doesn’t see me