******* i want to fight right now, i have so much free energy, the rents cheap, i've made ends meet i got great sleep had great dreams but i'm not fighting i'm waiting But god ****** i've been waiting to fight fight for my life because my life is worth fighting for so i should always be fighting right? shouldn't i be acknowledging, that if i don't fight i'm shouting empty threats and just well...stalling? maybe i'll fight for that first... swing metaphorical fists at not so metaphorical time or is time metaphorical too? i should fight for that next... fight for time, and then the time that's being wasted while fighting for more time in which to spend fighting for time and i have no ******* idea how to fight for that maybe fighting is pointless and we all just look in mirrors and take freeshots at ourselves, by curling our biceps and trying to hit our reflection but just end up hitting ourselves yet you are only your legacy, fighting yourself leaves short trails only followed by who looks back in the mirror, and that person is finite until they fight for something else