Dear friend you had never seen me nor known me before we met because destiny intended
So my friend you had never seen me evolving or crumbling at moments which reshaped fate
And also friend you will not be able to gauge about my errors and fears
until you had been the witness of my life which nearly shattered because of ill judgements
For you I appear to be a simple naïve person which I am not as I hide up my complexity under my mind
Beneath my skin lies a dark noir which is darker than the grey shades of despair and regret
Under my heart lies deep pain of intended suffering and accidental pauses between pain.
When you err and you know it and when it had become your habit you no longer have a past
The only thing that you can have is the wait , for a moment of repentance .
When your past haunts you and exploits you every moment becomes a testing time.