and like all things it ends with a sigh, a laugh, sadness. you've forgotten to water the plants and yourself. you're making sunrise in a saucepan this morning. you have run out of yellow but you have a pink, magenta turquoise, emerald and some lavender. the grapes in the vineyard are blushing and the endless winter flowers are looking for you. what clothes have you packed? take a jacket and socks; maybe a flask of warm sunrise. you're leaving again and there's a blue train at dawn. the stars brought lunch. wind in your hair, unheard of such inexplicable joy — already forgotten what has gone by. see like all things, here, it begins again.