Days go by and still I think of you,
I wish I could hate you and erase you
I thought I've felt love before,
But like this I'm not sure
Dreaming about you, even when I don't want to
Feeling like I wanna see you when I don't have to
The thing is I don't want you,
But my heart keeps remembering all this **** about you
All I think about is when will I be free from
Feeling like this absence has marked me
I want to remember the bad things,
I want to not feel like I want you back to me
Time passes and nothing changes,
Silently in love and lost without you.