I can't let you leave alive anyways
Cause in the back of my mind
I know you'll always be there
Hiding somewhere deep in my thoughts
Twisting, bending them until I break
And submit to you and your will
You are the dark
and I am what's left of the light
Trying to fight
but losing the battle
Trying to hide
but lost in your shadow
Trying to run
but continue to stumble
Everything is taking its toll on me
Everything is just what it seems
Your face, your eyes
Your deceiving little smile, your lies
My life was never what I thought it would be
But your death will always be
The day I let go and love myself
And the day I climb out of this hell