I don't know why I always relapse
I just want to touch the sky
and never come back
I hate me
and every breath I breathe
Can't shake sudden urges to fall apart
My mind's cold
and my heart is the frostbitten snow
Rage consumes me
and thoughts of happiness fade
Into a world of my own
where dark spirits invade
They reign deep within me
I pray for death
but he won't accept my plea
Stitch back together my torn spirit
Make me whole again
But how can I ask such things of me
When I love the misery
Within me