I wear my heart on my fingertips and that's why all my realtionships last five seconds or so in the length of a handshake I fall in love, my heart breaks and then I let her go but I begin to regret it and then try to forget it but the mind cannot erase what the heart does know the mind can only restrict the feelings so that they may never grow so here I am with heart of gold a heart full of half loves that my heart witholds because, deep down, I'm scared... scared to love completely for fear that it won't be returned scared to fall too deeply for fear of getting burned Am I a romantic? ...yes hopeless? ...maybe but I try to stay hopeful that the girl I reach out to will also reach out to me