Alone I break the silence
With a scream of intensity,
paralyzing this feeling
Numbing the pain
Tormenting my mind with thoughts
of twisted imagery
Alone I break the habit
By hiding myself from the world
And grieve to magnify the hate
To make myself believe I can't be saved
That salvation is for those who deserve it
And hell is a special place just for me
Everyday I wake
I don't want to be
But I know this feeling will never leave
Forevermore my life will take
so much away from me
Forevermore I will break