im old but young kids i have but none with me people lie to over up their ******* lies lies lies loved ones gone to soon no time to retry cry cry cry have friends but feel alone have family but feel alone sad sad sad been abused been ***** been lied to my men depression kicks in i try to feel alive but i wanna do is died sleeping all the time wishing time would go by drink smoke **** i use to cut to feel alive days go without talking fat pretty big thighs music movies, tv walking pink thoughts afraid of highest poor italian so here why don't you tell them something they don't know about me