When you don’t know the answer to your problem and you feel that everybody is against you.

When all you want is peace and love and happiness but you cannot get not even one.

When you just want to do your job, at least well, but no one appreciates your effort.

When everybody has its own opinion and it feels like yours is not worthy to be heard of.

When you’re trying your best to understand everyone and everything but all you can get is ‘because you’re too kind! You’re to good. ‘

Is it bad to be a good person? Is it bad to spread kindness? Is it bad that I’m too emotional less of intellectual compared to other people?

Is it bad to ask for understanding when the people who you serve treat you inhumanly? Is it bad that you don’t treat them the way your boss treat you? Is it bad that you accept all the bullets instead of dodging them just to protect people you care? Am I dumb for doing all of these?!

I hate this life that I’ve chosen. I hate myself now.

2018 why are you so harsh to me?