Awake, thankful for today. Sun shining on some, on others rain in the way. Sadness ever dealt, joy only momentarily felt. Tears come quietly… easy, welcomed release… appease me. Eat… drink… smoke to fill the hole, each effecting an unceasing toll. Desire for these decreasing, love for life increasing. Tears come quietly… easy welcomed release… appease me. Sadness ever dealt, joy only momentarily felt. I awoke, thankful today. The sun shining some, knowing rain on the way. Awake, thankful for today.