It's hard to believe in a thing like love
When your a cynic
When your sarcasm has drowned such a desire
Years ago
I never wanted love
I never expected it
It didnt bother me
Until I met you
You make me feel safe
And wanted
And yet when I'm alone
Staring at the ceiling
Thinking about something you or me said
I feel trapped in these dead desires I've left behind me
What does a one night girl do when she falls in love
Is it normal to have such doubts?
Or am I messed up
Have you done this?
Or was it just waiting to bubble up
And pop