Being a poet is purely
Amazing.

Everyone thinks you have this
Incredible talent and skills
To encourage or inspire everyone but really

I hate it
All of it

I hate that something bad has to happen
just for me to write about it

Like every time I write, something bad happened
and that something is eating me alive

And because I have no one for me,
I have to tell the world about my problems

About every heartbreak
relationship
bad day
bad person
and everything BAD

Trust me when i say this:
I've tried to write about all of the good
in the world

but now...really I look around
and see none

so all I can do it sit around
waiting
for the next horrible
thing to happen to me
again