I’ve been walking for a long time,
But I am not alone for I am with with pain,
I’ve been hiding for a long time,
But again, I am not alone for i am with tears,
I’ve been pretending for a long time,
But as I said, I am not alone for I am with  darkness.

And for those long times, I’ve been smelling the sweet nectar that oozes within my flesh, cut by the blades of my past.
Let me, oh please let me drink again that scarlet liquid elixir for my anxiety.
I just want to feel alive again, poor little boy.....