Why do they test me ? Call me names ? They know i used to **** my thumb and bully everyone, But now I'm going to church and reading symphonys for fun.. Why am I still picked on.. can't I change my name... What else can I do to cut this reflection off my face.. It's hard to face .. Who I now, can I ever be better or look better then my heart... How do I give love without them running away once they see my face fits a path of war..