The vivid memories of my childhood Go deep within my mind Towering the intense pain to the sky Throwing the sunlight away Seeing the stars jet past me Now I lay in my coffin of sorrow Listening to the whispers of death Telling me what to do I sit and devour all the happiness And sit and enjoy the sadness Smashing my hopes for life into the ground I see the glowing peace of some happiness left The silky touch of my life The smooth touch of death Could this be the end or Is it the beginning