I had a dream once that I was dying. My blood was seeping out through an ugly wound in my stomach, Angry red. And I reached for you, in fear. I asked you to hold me and lie that you loved me And you did. You looked at me with all the tenderness I felt for you, And I closed my eyes smiling. But sadly, I closed my eyes to open them On an empty room, grey with moonlight And a truth drenched world, Grey with loss.