This is the hardest thing I've ever had to do. Is lay here, pretending I don't want to kiss you. I ****** up bad, and your inability to forgive. After I was blind to all your mistakes, Your errors that should've sealed our fate Shows me, that I loved you more..
I feel sick to my stomach. The words just spewed like ***** from my mouth. The damage is done and so are we. A few mere pages, when you promised me a novel. Now just empty spaces..... our future has been erased. I lay here in bed ashamed and disgraced. You have the ***** secret, yet I'm the *****. You sought me out, you begged me to stay. Even still... here we are, together in bed, in mutual hatred.