I am struggling to string my thoughts together
To make sense of this crazy haze that swirls across my brain.
And you are not helping, with your twisting words that do not match your actions
making me nervous, and cautious, and nauseous.
I don't know if I want this
If I want to drown my fairytale for yours
which is more realistic.
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know.
You ask me how I feel; I don't know.
You ask me what I want; I don't know.
I need time to think; to organise my mind.
I wish you would stop; I wish you wouldn't.
I do like the tease.