There are people I've seen on the train from the coast to my home whom I've made eye contact with and loved the confused, weary look and I wonder if they know which stop to get off or if they've considered waiting til the last one and seeing where that will take them. There was a man in a dark blue cardigan and a beige plaid scarf sleeping the whole way through and I thought I'm happy for you, you're content. But I could never love you the way I loved the man who spent the ride staring at a paper in his hand only glancing up once to catch my gaze and smile.