Dear Anyone
I lay awake listening to the sounds of a settling apartment
It creaks and moans and then goes still what I hate most is the silence
It’s ominous
I lay there in a cold bed
My chest feels tight
And my throat feels like it’s closing
My legs are shaking
My eyes are heavy
I ask for rest
I close my eyes and pray
I feel my hot breath escape my lips
My eyes burn and water leaks from them
I want to sleep
But I cannot
I think about leaving the room
But I’m scared I’ll disturb the silence
Tears try to leave my eyes
And my eyes begin to sting
I cannot sleep
I will not sleep
Tonight.