Here's a half-naked picture of me because your father is an alcoholic and mine used to beat me until I left. Another **** rip for my straight-A sister, a hole through the wall for my mom, scratches on my hips from secrets I should have kept. Here's mascara on every pillow case I've ever owned blood on my jeans from biting my nails and pressing them face down to smother the redness and keep it from my hands. Another stab wound through my papers because these words, they don't scream, they scratch ever-so-slightly at the inside of my skull. But I yank out the wrong wires and so it goes.