I will hold a candle up to you- to singe your skin. Brace yourself... I'm bent with bitterness.
I know, that's not yours. But your song died with you. The notes bled out, left behind stains like the red in your bed. This one is far more fitting for us now.
Where are we now? It's ironic- 'cause even when you're dead? I still do what you want. Keep you safe at night, I am.
Kneeling at the foot of a grave I dug myself, kneeling beside ashes that I've burned myself.
Two feet under, two feet across. I sprinkle the ashes of everything we lost.
I'll whisper at first, wake you up slow. But I can't keep quiet long, as I'm sure you know.
So wake up, quiet girl, from this slumber of sorrow. The ghost of you should be enough to keep me safe as I walk home.
No, I don't sleep well, I wasted all my good nights staying up with you, and your threats, promises.
But don't you worry, I learned from the best. Bacardi is my lullaby, so lay your ghost to rest.
I'll be back tomorrow night.
first stanza: "for what reason" by death cab for cutie. third stanza: "goodnight, quiet city" by dead and divine.
this is hardly done, it won't be anything like this when i'm finished, i don't think. but this is draft one of many. 4/15/2010.