The eyes that i met, told me a story that the world took granted. That smile had a longing to find love that was abandoned. Tears flowed on those soft cheeks weighing all the fears of life.
So, i stepped in to kiss his pain, show him that life renews the moment you give it away. Waves of sweet emotions rushed out of me with the feel of his warmth Wrapped in his arms.
Little did he know that my promise was a way to freedom and would feel a sunken peace for all the reasons.
Sadly to know he didn't have concious. He lost his sanity young when the world around him was just torment and cold. My mind determinant to convincing that he will change to a beautiful being, thats when a voice within echoed 'No more, it's invicible, let go. For once I am gone, it's unfixable'.
It hit like a bolt of lightning, it struck me frightening. How did i live these year's not knowing he was blinding. Acceptance was at battle with firm denial, not wanting to believe that all he was a rehersal for survival.
A lesson learnt in the hardest way possible, just to lead me on the path of being stronger and an intense lover. Ever grateful for a journey that now shows me clarity and closer to the essence of the almighty.