it’s late and i’m fixed on forming words. they barely stagger to their senses in wake of a philosophical essay i’d earlier encountered- almost buckled under- right in the heat of a comprehensive room. a stable room that demands second thought- the glossy monitors, colour scheme intact and the myth of sysiphus before me. my ribs tire and curl- taking notes from scorpio. still i am that self mettle with enough pomp to claim a conscience yet graze at it all the same. an *** and his carrot. dedicated, driven, demanding if you want. call me again in a few months. you wait.