The one wrighting this has been many others ,
He is her first thought, and his last imagine. I wish I could rid there pain.. and save there future.
I forgive you but I'll always hold a grudge from the torture..
It's not because I want to see you fail I just can't find a way to win by the way you used betrayal to compel me to see your beautiful.. knowing everything I know now im sure she probably has no idea.. and for that I should wear your skin and embarrass your mother..

But I'm stronger then you now..
because It's now that he will need to work twice as hard so she can digress.  Is this what you do to the people you love ? I would hate to see you for real.. I mean it's true... we all know your home is a mess ...but I do see you.. I see you more then ever .. I bet your never home.. I bet the problem still persists the same.. but now.. your alone.
Still broke and hating him because it's how you cope... Plus every once in awhile saying the devil's full name to fire up some smoke...
Let it smolder and watch a rant flow...
I know your lines in and out.. the lies that grow and those that don't. I forgive you. I hate you. I miss you. I never new other then my children... I could love someone as much as I hate about you.