Sleeplessly I spent my night
Not even a blink my eyes has done
I wandered in the deepest thoughts
A lot was in my mind, yes a lot

I know not so much, but if you
Ask me this is not right
Not for me, not for you
Certainly for neither of us

I ask myself if, had I not met you
Could I have known what I know?
Would my heart be cold as a snow?
Would my mind feel like it will explode?

But it is normal to feel like this, right?
Well maybe it isn't, and  I'm just trying
To convince myself one day it will be alright, but what if doesn't?

I ask myself, if loving you was alright
Then why does it hurt so much
If losing you was part of the plan
Why fall inlove in the first place?

If leaving you will numb all this pain
Then why does it seem so hard?
Why don't I sleep at night?
Why am I not feeling alright?

Another night gone without a blink
Another day gone without a decent sleep
There I was long lost in thoughts so deep
A wandering shepherdless flock of sheep

Does this ever happen to you?
Do you ever wish I was next to you?
Do you ever wish I never met you?
Do you ever doubt the love I have for you?

Well I do that a lot lately.
But do you blame me?
Or you just don't care
You've had enough maybe