Have patience in me
I can be good
Believe me

Most days I struggle
To find purple
from the green
Most days I struggle
To peep away
From the screen

I can be
Impulsive
Obsessively pursuing
My interests.
I can be
So immersed
In the wonders
Of the craziest.

I am sorry
For always choosing
Decadence.
When my mind
Is challenged,
I tend to be
more
                  careless.

I apologize
If my ponders
Are your troubles
I apologize
If my dreams
Cost you hours

I realize
I have been me
Apologetically.
It’s reached a point
Where I need to
Set my own bounty.

At the grander
Scheme
Of things,
I believe,
I own the right
To be,
whoever
I
Resonate
To be(!)

So ultimately,
You can choose to stay
Or leave.
And
Honestly,
Neither choice will bother me.
                                              
                 ­                                      (Anymore)