The moon is in a pretty crescent shape tonight As it illuminates my room The tea on the table is becoming cold And the night is quite with the rods empty So quite even the chaos in me is silent
Biting my cherry lips and digging nails through my skin I know I'll start to bleed I won't bleed blood. I'll bleed the colors that are in me There are new scratches on my body as the burning sensation take over me
Trying so hard to find something in me Something. Anything. Making small scratches isn't enough Claw my skin out My lips no longer taste like cherry They taste like desperation
Scratching, clawing and tearing me apart Everything hurts but keep going Until you find "it" I looked at "it" all choked up There's tears in my eyes but I started to laugh I'm completely damaged and destroyed but.....