i liken myself to a clamshell: i cannot be opened when you inevitably find me buried in the sand you may pry i may even want you to; i do-- i would love nothing more than for you to scoop me outside of myself so i can see daylight because i want to show you everything i am small and calloused, battered about by the waves that brought me to your doorstep but i hope you'll stay, perhaps i seem promising and i'd be happy as a clam if you did