Today is another empty day
I woke up heavy
Head dizzy, mind lost and feelings non-existant
Why do I have to feel this way
this feeling of nothing and everything
This feeling
It’s not going away
Not getting over this ****
I’m not sad but I’m ******* crying
I’m not happy but I laugh
I have to laugh
We all do
Or else we’re just gonna die
I mean I’m already dying
Dying on the inside
Dying on the outside
Slowly deeply
Dying