My scars are hidden by the dark fabric that clings to my skin. They come in many shapes and different shades of pink and white. They tell a story of pain and darkness, anger and sorrow, but mostly of fear and helplessness. They hold all my secrets; the secrets I’ll never tell. They’ve watched me as I cried. I cry because of them. They remind me of the darker days. When I’m smiling and finally feel happy, they’re there to remind me that no matter how hard I try to change, my life is still ****** up.