shes been hurting for the longest time its painfully obvious she wants to commit a certain sin so she can go to heaven but after what she did she may not get in she let them win she doesnt get it now shes sitting outside heavens gate with scars on her wrist on her legs and on her hips screaming "why did i do this, look what i did!" she let them win she was in pain i tried to help her i really did my words, my pleads they never set in i tried my best she wouldnt listen now that shes gone i dont know what to do i cant move on i cant forget dont know what to do or how to talk about it i loved that girl i really miss her and she loved me but i never got to kiss her my biggest regret, being 800 miles away from her every time i rest