wingspan wide flies over soft forest cries from fires that turn family to embers this cold december branches cut off leaves no hiding a polyfil frost over ponds in dead woods branches wet crack slow under footsteps each snowflake holding its own clumped with cousins but unique as me and I cling tightly to your exposed tree cover your bark hang tightly to your trunk wait until I dissipate from your sap wounds healed to spring’s tune wanting nothing to do with a lonely melted crystal I need it to be winter a while so I have your smile and I walk the miles trudging through snow to find what I know that tempered tall tree is waiting for me to remind me winter ended and as one single flake I could’ve never defended my tree territory to the urging of the sun it’s number one tree takes care of self pushes me to a puddle and grows in good health and now the trees look the same and I play a frustrating game of finding my tree they all look alike with friends and flowers you purposefully hide yourself and I’m left wandering a drop of water alone just waiting for the cold.