My tears run down my face.

The pain is just so... familiar.

Being left behind.

Blamed on.

What am I doing?

You have friends,

You have a family,

You have a future.

How can I say that I'm

S C R E A M I N G

while silent?

******B I N G

While smiling?

I start to laugh.

I laugh until my stomach hurts.

I fall onto my bed.

I laugh until I cry.