An urge more powerful than the gods themselves a feeling so demanding like a roaring pounding sound a hammer shattering a wall of stone when she turned her head the other way the pounding just swelled louder louder louder raindrops dripped against the window like the tears on her smooth cheeks her hand hit the invisible wall when she realized there was no escape a prisoner in her own mind with a fire burning hotter hotter hotter At one point the pain turned to pleasure strange how ugly turned to beauty in a matter of result.