The scars are down deep
The promises I made are getting hard to keep
Don't even  know what's real
when  will I ever heal
Tired of knowing I'm a mistake
Can't take it  I'm about to break
Wish I could just disappear
Why am I even still here
Why is tomorrow never a better day
When will I ever feel okay
There's a voice in my head
Says I'm better off dead
Look at myself in the mirror
Wish life could be a little bit clearer
I'm falling apart
I don't know I am
I guess that's the worst part
I smile when everyone's  around
But I always fall to the ground
Can't controll my emotion
Always causing a commotion
Just wanna drown in  an ocean