its never until you understand something that then you understand something, i feel like the goddesses right now are fighting for a place on my head and if i push my head harder one way its true and if i dont its not, these people only go off word, not feeling, they wouldnt know me from adam and eve but they still let me in how could i be so strangely accepted to a human concept im no different from adam and eve i am that of a test tube baby i know not much of a human man